Ten Things a Week: 8/9/12

I'm not going to give you all the background, because it might make me cry (again), but things sure are changing for me. For us. When I say "us," I mean B & I. I'm scared. But not as scared as I was with the NFA offer a few years ago. That time I was so scared that I didn't budge. This time it's different. Better different.

Though it might not appear this way, I am excited about this move. I have a calm that comes over me when I think about living with B again. I get to cook for him and wash his clothes in our home again. I'm going to be with the love of my life. When I'm not with him, my heart actually hurts. 

Anyway, I just feel like I need to write some things down. Now that he's gone, I feel like I have no one else to talk to about this. I don't want to put it on him so much because I know he's got it way harder than me. I know he can fix what he needs to fix & then I can move down there & we'll live happily ever after. That's what I need to keep telling myself.

1. Coz is feeling better since the neck thing this past weekend. He made it all the way around the block and Teddy didn't. My boy's a champ.

Sunbathing with a smile!

2. After the walk, I helped Laura tow tree limbs to a pile by the street. You would think I ran THROUGH the pile by the looks of my arms and legs. I'm so accident prone.

3. Today's payday! Woohoo! Moneymoneymoneymoooonnneeeey!

4. Paid all my bills for the next two weeks. Now I'm broke again. Boohoo.

5. Gotta start saving every penny for this move. Meg wanted to go out to eat for lunch today, but I had to turn her down. Like B said...it's hard now, but it'll get better soon. *Fingers crossed!*

6. Only 88 more days left! I can do this....I can do this....

7. I'd like to give a shoutout to my new BFF Ambien. Without you, I wouldn't look even halfway normal in the mornings. Between all the crying from me (aka Princess Boude') & the constant waking up at night with Cozmo wanting to go outside, my dark circles are winning.

8. I've decided to send B a picture of me & inspirational quote every day. I will not show you the terrible pics of me, but here comes a quote!

9. Although I cannot and will not do anymore shopping until I'm a Lake Charlesian, here are two things I want real bad: www.sephora.com (Item#1405927) & www.nike.com (that hot punch color is sexy, but of course there's not an 8 to be found ANYWHERE)

10. I sure do miss my boo. I'm so blessed to know him and for him to love me. I will spend the rest of my life with B, I just know it. He's such a hard worker & I'm so proud of him. He's my inspiration.